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gallop

days pass me by and i don't even feel it
will it gallop like this 'til i'm dead?
if i enjoy the meaninglessness
who's to say i'm wasting my life?
we've each got one life to live --
one span of moments --
i have to believe consciousness is eternal
otherwise i cannot cope with the mundane.
stop judging, start living
and accept what is rather than what could be.
this isn't to say i should stop moving,
because that's impossible until i'm six feet below.

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