Piacular

could it be that then influenced the now and caused it to be

could it be that my missteps only led me to you

could it be that my penance is less painful than i let on

could it be that water feeds the fire and flames burn the rain

could it be that my opposition is a birthing ground

could it be plans i thought i'd upset were asking for it all along

could it be that my confusion is an impetus for action

could it be that all these excuses are simply motivation driving me forward

could it be that the taboo is merely something i cannot admit to needing

could it be that all these rules are begging to be broken

could it be that all this tangential motion is simple mathematics

could it be that my simplistic queries are too difficult to solve

could it be that i'm confused by the unknowable

could it be that i'm sure of the uncertain

could it be that i am who i am

could it be that no one knows